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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Been working right now. From there i do met a lot people and from my workplace all the worker there are not Singaporean. They mostly come from neighbour country such as M'sia and China. Well at first i do kinda off have a feeling that those foregin workers come here get a job is like snatching our own country people jobs. That was my first thought. After I work with them even just a short 3 days of work, I somehow get to know them and they do told me some of their life story and how and why they end up here. Yea.. really kinda poorthing too. A colleague of mine came from china. She was like 19 just 1 year older than me. Yet need to come here and work. I thought she was here to study and having a parttime job. But she is actually here to work, and need to work for 2 years! I asked if she was wit her family. she said she came here alone. She do not have relative or anyone. She just come here to live on her on. Need to find a place to rent to stay. Need to work for own pocket money and those daily expenses. I was kinda shocked. As i thought mostly this kind of oversea teenagers mostly is here to study. Yet she is not. I really impress that just 1 year older than me and somemore a girl! Can be so independent to live her home for 2 years in a unknown country. Unknown faces. Unknown Culture. Unknown background. Different languages. Seriously for me, I am not that independent at all. I think most our us here don't really that independent too? yes like everyone else wanted to go out of own country. She do felt that way too and when some company at china helping them get work permit at here. well she don't really like it but she can't do anything at all. She need complete 2 years of contract before she can leave. Now i know how all kind of company works. They do have some link with oversea countries of cause those developing countries. And help get those foreigners to get a work permit here. But They need to work for the companies. So....say it nice is helping them. and obviously im a foreigner who is so excited to get to some oversea developed country will willingly sign that contract. but say it bad is like so call con them to come to work for them as CHEAP labour. finally know how this kind of thing. really very tricky. and if you unlucky was being trick to here. She now have no other choice but to work till the contract end. She miss her home so much. Her friends. Her family. Her life...... I can really feel how eager she want to get out of there. Imagine it was you. You do not have anyone to talk to about your problems. When you down who do really understand your feelings? You need to bear everything alone. Just 1 act make you regret yet no turning back. human are so creepy! so tricky! so evil! This world is so scary...... So maybe because all this job thing forced some oversea people who is so desperate to get money or even being tricked to be a hooker. They have no other way to go. No one to turn to too. This is where those evil people start doing their plans to trick them. What a world. Although most of the foreigners do irritating or even very bad attitude. But some are really quite pityful. Even those M'sia people need to come over from JB to singapore to work then go back there again. For we people here. From 1 end of our country to another end i think will take about 2hrs? well with our good infastructure and transport network we could even get there like 1hr + or lesser and even the waiting time for the next train or bus will take like 5-10 mins at least. Yet we are so impatient and even complain that it is so far and so long. But they don't even complain anything about traveling from bus to train train to bus. Somemore it is everyday. Well it really show how fortunate we are. seriously. But we are all too spoilt for saying this. Even myself. It can't be help.We do really have way better life compare to them. This really make me realise we should not complain so much about our life is so sucks and how bad it is. Can't people think that we are much more fortunate compare to them? How bad can our protective and spoilt life be? How independent and easy to adapt to different country are we compare to them? How hard working we really are? How demanding are we compare to them? How willing to learn and change for the better are we compare to them? So are we really worth to say people trying to snatch our jobs? Or To say that we are totally not fit to get those job compare to them? JJ wasted his time at 9:46 AM
Really Need To Know.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
well it is really hard and uncertain how the end will be. If only i could predict it. But if it is predicted.... will i want to change it? or maybe carry on with it? obviously everyone will choose the best they want the ending to be. However life is never that simple. Having a talk with my friend yesterday. Talking those memories i had before. At first was talking about him,yet ge back to me. Yes memories is certain beautiful and nice But It do have it sad and dark side after it is over can only be play like a soundless film in your mind. Yes fireworks he do remind me that what i said was really true. The best example Hot and Bright glow of sparks in the dark sky in the night. The center of attention that you can focus on. Putting everything aside without care to look at the cloud,moon and stars by the side. It is just a short second the colourful of the fireworks give a short passion to brighten and warm the dark cold night. It is so beautiful that no one can ever forget that easily. Memories...... Yeah somehow it is really hard to forget it that easily. There is so much doubts. So much question. Don't even know the answer even till now. Thought it could be able to put it away. It never really go away that easy. Always wanted to know the truth yet never want to ask. It make me realise what am i really afraid of? yeah you were right. Maybe waiting for someone to do the first move. So that right now will be the way wanted it to be. never really thought of that before. How perfect wanted it to be yet make this small little mistake. But why can't be direct abit? Why can't just say it directly? Why can't say what do you really want?! there is so much so much so much...... Have you ever being true? Really mean what you say? One great stupid fool actually believe it. High hopes given for that fool to believe you all this while. Even after so much things happen that fool still believe it is real. Given up everything. told that fool you always be there to support the choice. Ended up with nothing....totally nothing... thinking everything is over, yet came back again but fool don't know anything at all telling the whole world not to say after knowing...fool can only act as a fool to face the whole world again...face you.... miserable...failure.... yet act nothing happen... till it end then you tell the fool that things already happen had ended while you didn't even told that had ever started. Yea...easy for you to do anything yet have you ever thought how FCUKED UP it feel? How is the life each day passes? What might be thinking inside? Stupid yet not blind or deaf. If want to be gone just go! what for doing all this come and go thing? What do you really want?! always an half way answer and it just ended right there. After being gone.... yet come back again! and gone again....................... If really want it gone......can please go away for good? If you don't want to stay....just go..... Don't come and go... Make up your mind! cause..... the.... feeling... is.... FCUKED UP...... really need to know..... can you say it? JJ wasted his time at 7:45 AM
Path in Life
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Can't manage to sleep. get a course in poly but is not what i really wanted. Nursing! in NP. wanted to go lasalle but somehow the culture there is so different.hate that way. and seriously in my mind i really tryin to ask myself am i really interested in design? or just because of that something? I'm really confuse. I do like business studies but i hate ACCOUNTING! my POA sucks! I love that day where me,helena and gerald join the ngee ann poly family business project. damn fun! research and present. Helena was in indo tryin' to send some picture back. but we all do it too last minute. Our project is to take a photo and then talk about the business. Well even it is last minute kinda work. Eventually me and gerald manage to do it in a day! we rush to harbourfront to find wangjiao(our main idea for the family business) and we do buy some set meal and take some video and picutre of it. damn funny! Forget His LINES LOL my turn! Finally a crappy one but kinda perfect. Here are some pictures . End of the taking of videos,they offer us free ice-milo!
Our essay display on the prize giving day with our names! bring glory to our school!lmao   act pretty? LOL  The plague that was given! muhahaha  Well we didnt really manage to win the overall. but from that we do gain a lot expeirence. which make me love business course but i just dont understand POA. Last minute work yet can win. But some how not always that way. My o's never really do well on the last minute. My choice for school and courses can't plan last minute! should have plan earlier. but i really don't have any ideas what i wanna do next time. Everyone tend to have a feeling of not taking other people advise until they really do face it. thats really really weird. really true! when we were young, our parents and those older than us tend to tell us not to do this do that yet we never really do take the advise. but till we reach that stage then we start realise but kinda late. and we will tell to the younger friends or people the same thing and they never listen too. Chain Cycle. Just hope by tomorrow i can really do think of something! JJ wasted his time at 9:47 AM
Human
Monday, February 18, 2008
a lots of unhappy things have been happening right now.happy do have too but the sad one seem always to be more hard to get rid off. Humans is really weird.The smarter they try to do things which is good but for others it maybe kind bad.It also can't say both do have wrong yet can't sayit is right too. When human get hurt.Some do take it as a lesson and be more precaution.Some can't take it and decided to end the chapter straight away.Some really don't even know what happen do feel sad but still continue get on with life and hurt the same way once and once again. Why can't we be stupid and silly than smart to start hurting each other? What really human is? Even with year of historical research, the more human trying to define themselves the more they drown into their own confusion. What do we really want? What do purpose do we have in our life? Human get so smart to lie to themselves. Can't we face the truth? It is fcuking hurtful. But how long can all of us hide from it? isn't life miserable. BUT we do have bad life,we still need to live at least for now. why can't we think we are at least better than the others which is more more way more miserable than ours? change a point of view. GET A LIFE! Bad day. for my friendS. Do have a bad time.totally sad and a big blow to one of them. We drunk and say out hearts feeling. Do feel really relieve to say out,if not the feeling of guilt will always be there. My friendS, do remember this no matter what there are people be there for you. It can't be blame.No one is wrong. Both of you have own reason. Maybe some day you people will find a better one. Meeting and knowing each other out of billions of people on Earth is already great fate that all have. No matter what I will be there to support you people decision. JJ wasted his time at 6:33 AM
please comment my new blog!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Finally done my blog....after so many years...now i remake my blog. Please comment!!!! on my blog!!! Thank you! JJ wasted his time at 10:38 PM
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